BOY, oh boy am I humiliated!!! I look back at all my conversations, all my e-mails and my posts…. and yes, I was wrong! I can not and still find it hard to believe that I am having another boy. I am so happy, because I actually wanted another boy for Dillon to play with… but I still find it hard to grasp that it really is true. All my visions of life ahead of me were wrong, everything that I saw was wrong. I was so speechless, shocked, and in disbelief! Chris asked me at least twenty times if I was ok, because I just could not talk! I had the ultrasound tec. go back look again just to make sure (and for sure there is NO mistake… it is a BOY!) but I still didn’t believe it! We hung the pictures up on the fridge and just last night I walked by and started to laugh! I am still settling into this new vision, but I am so thrilled that I get a new little man to love! It is my lot in life to be surrounded by dirt, tractors, and stinky boys… but I love it!
P.S. Dillon has decided that the baby’s name is Backhoe… for all of you who are wondering!
A New Life Phase
1 year ago